June4thmiddaysun

I don't really care what happens next. School mailed me some "failure to attend school" kind of mail. I got into shit with my mum again. FUCK I hated this morning, scolding at 6am, 8am and 2pm. I wonder HOW she ever thought of such shitty methods to screw herself and me up.

FUCK. Im not a childish piece of shit, alright. Im just being myself, and if theres anyone who cant take it, just tell me or keep it to yourselves.

FUCK. This is all like repetitive, and it goes on and on. Until the day you die or whatsoever. Getting reprimanded just makes you feel so fucked when you know you have been trying to do well and all. Seriously, just give me $1000 a month, pay my phone bills and internet bills, I'll just stop doing my part time and study real hard for this fucked up repeated semester. You think working on weekends is enough to keep me alive? NO. I work on weekends, plus weekdays. The days that I actually play and you complain is when some fucking letter comes dropping in. Fuck the school. Im a mess? Yeah, you got it right. I am a mess, but when will you fucking grown ups realise theres more to life than what you all have been telling me? Why do all of you seem to learn so much but in the end, words that come out from your speak holes are all shit and common sense? STUDY? STUDY. When will you all EVER admit your own mistakes and say you have said something wrong?! Im messed up, right, I am.

And seriously, liking someone is bullshit.