Saturday, May 26, 2007

poprocks and coke

Light the fire, light the fire, light the fire. Chug chug chug! I have no time to do anything. I have so much time to do everything. I make decisions that I do not make 6 years back. I make decisions for the future good rather than a moment of impulse. Is this proof that I have grown up? Or has every any other been doing this since 6 years ago? I feel I learn more than the others about what this life is all about. I feel old inside, feel that I haven't been doing any thing childish for the past 2 years, feels so mundane, so stagnant. At 20, should I already have achieved something? Like a business or maybe accomplish something, so that people around me, who know me will be in awe? Or is 20 really too young a age to have achieved something this major? Why are there reports saying that there are 25 year olds who are in charge of business and making a name? What makes this special then, the age right? They are young and they marked a spot. Money cannot be everything, but in Singapore, it seems like it almost is. The pursue of passion fails most who really damage themselves just to make their passion a reality. This nation concentrates on the creme of the crop, passion, lucky ones who make it, are seen as jems, but what about those who are trying? Those who cannot make it, what happened to them?

Everywhere you turn, it'll be a turning point. Noone can direct you where to go but yourself, either you make a right turn or a wrong turn. When we're young, a wrong turn is inevitable. That is where we learn? Or is it time we wasted turning? Should we have listened to our parents when we were younger so we can turn correctly? If I agree to this point, then my 1234,1234 post is contradicted.

I should be going out!

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