a perfectlynormal day.

I do not know why, it is just so special the feeling you give me. I do not mind anything. I will not mind anything. I have been writing about you so much, someday I wish you'll read my blog. I miss you all the while, yet I cannot tell you that all the time. I want to see you so much, and a mere movie just ain't enough. Even so, I can't tell you all this so often, cos you're not mine. I reserve myself to telling you all these things, cos Im scared you might feel irritated and just walk away. Im so scared you'll just sub-consiously push me away again. I wish we'll remain like this, but I just want to do so much more with you. I can take it slow, just for you. I can do everything in your pace, just for you. I will wait till you tell me you feel for me, even if it is a no, I'll be happy just to know you. I want a sign from you, I want you to know that Im not another stupid guy who likes a girl for the moment. I want you to know Im really into you. Let's not talk about love, cos love is too far fetched now. This ain't love yet, but I know how i feel for you, I know Im serious, but please don't be scared.

For once, or even the last time, put in some feelings again. I'll never want to disappoint, yet I won't want to hold you back.