BLAH

SHIT, i woke up suddenly and I'm feeling hungry. I want to make some kaya toast for myself but I'm lazy. My laptop is still playing MINERAL. SO EMO SO SAD SO GOOD. I need to get back to sleep or else i'll be bloody tired tmrw and i'll waste my whole day again.

I figured most of my friends grew up, cos I was reading ray's, liu's and eric's blog just now. I didnt know why, i just sort of logged in recently and I started my craze. So I went to read up. They do not blog anymore. haha. Well i dont know. Maybe this is like an EMO DIARY or something to me. My silent friend, who seriously, shuts the fuck up when i want to talk. Oh, and i haven't seen Liu for a while

IF I COULD
She stepped outside into the morning air
To watch the cars go by and let the sun dry her hair
I wanted to tell her how beautiful she was but
I just stared.

I sat behind the wheel and watched the raindrops
as they gathered on the windshield
and raced down into the humming motor
and she folded up her fears like paper airplanes
and lost them in the trees.

and I know I don't deserve this
the capacity to feel
to laugh to cry and to praise
for that I live and breathe and wake each day
is nothing less than your grace
in awkward and glorious movement.


"Its just one weeeeeeeeeeeek" That was what she told me. I seriously wish she'll just send a msg or something now, but I know It'llllll neverrrrrrrrrr happen. Well, genie's dont exist do they?

okay, fuck sleep, winning 11
BYE